Confession of a big fat liar ♥

i dunno wad 2 do now.
i'm confused!
i really dunnoe wad 2 do??
only way is 2 suicide.. shud i?
how can i sleep when there is something on my mind??
when thousands of questions appearing on my mind?
mistakes upon mistakes, lies upon lies.
wad m i suppose 2 do?
if i tell him da truth, he wud kill me 4 it, how cud i face him?
n i can't leave him like how i left him,
bcoz it will be so not fair 4 him.
i prefer being wit him than him bcoz he doesn't get ngry like how he does.
i prefer being wit him than him bcoz he cool me down when i'm angry.
i prefer being wit him than him bcoz he let me tease him as much as i wan.
i prefer being wit him than him bcoz he accept da way i am.
yet i still feel pity for him, y do u still love me. i lied 2 u again n again.
n y can't u juz find 4 sum1 better.?
i'm not worth both of u.
i'm so useless. why do u guys still like me??


A. suicide
B. be a lesbian
C. i dun have any choice.

save her! ♥