to all my beloved frens:

pmr is around the corner...
so yeah.. i got 2 work hard 2 get the latest apple lappy..
its gna be awesome if i can get it...
well... so 2 get it i must definitely work hard.
so u noe wad... i wun be touching da comp till october 13, 10 am...
after that its gna b MERDEKA!!!!!
can't wait..
hope wad i plan will work..
k then i hope ma blog will still be alive till i return back..
:) k then.. its time 4 me 2 stay away from da comp... k...

♥ gud luck baby!

awesome..

As i looked up, i saw da smiling moon surrounded by twinkling stars. da night was still young so I decided 2 spend another hour blogging..

Went i was in school 2day, looking out from da window, I can c tat da trees r green n there r red roses too.. It feels great 2 b greeted by such a sweet scent, with a cool breeze caressing my skin. how i wish my everyday starts like this.. ain't it awesome? with him beside me, warming me up... when da wind blew, how i wish he was behind me hugging me 2 make sure i dun feel too cold.. sharing joy n sorrow wit him throught out this wonderfull morning.. it was merely my imagination.. hmmmm.. i missed u so badly where i actually said "vicky, i wan u 2 b right here now, with me!" it was so disheartening dat he did not turn out.. n i realize tat there is 1 pain i often feel which u will nvr know bcoz it is caused by da absence of u. i suffered in silent. as da sun glared at me mercilessly, i could not help but wonder how long i had 2 endure da pain inflicted by da disappearance of my baby.. for some reasons, i felt extraordinaryly cold...

.....n suddently da bell rang.. owh! how time flies.... so fast i had 2 go in 2 da damn class n wait 4 my tcher...

♥ she is still missing him :)

p.s. : i love u!

Renae! i miss u so much!...
i need a tight hug from u..

hug her as tight as u can ♥

I'm still alone

i'm trying my best 2 change..
i do wna change,
but i juz can't...
i'm so sorry...
i'm imperfect....
pls accept me da way i am......

she hate herself ♥

Happy Birthday 2 me....

i'm 15 2day:)...
got ma present b4 ma b'day.. :)
a pair of poh kong pearl earing from my beloved mummy
a cup of famous amos chocolate from ma cousin bro-rajesh
a phone pouch from my darling- Crystal
a phone pouch from my another darling- Ducky

i'm so damn bored.. wad a wonderful birthday... haih...

ppl who wished me..
1st. Vicky :D
2nd. Kharte
3rd. ChienLing
4. Renae
5. Parents
6. Tharan
7. Ducky
8. Vicky
9. Aleko Mama
10. Bhi
11. Rajesh
12. Tharan

thats all i guess...

emo babe is back ♥

Attention 2 ppl out there!

i noe that i'm loud n fierce...
but do u noe y??
its becoz i get annoyed when u ppl come 2 me only when u ALL need help 2 get sumthing done!... so i'm angry n i'm showing u my anger!
do u come 2 me when u have sumthing good 2 share? NO!
look, i love helping ppl tat need help... but i realize i dun get any single benefit by helping them, not even a lil thanks.. where i'll only be tension n scolding u guys out loud (which u ALL hate so much..) juz 4 u ppl out there 2 get da damn thing done!...
wad can i do?? thats me.... i've tried changing but i can't...
u think i love scolding ppl out loud??..... how do u feel when EVERYONE come 2 u at 1 time when they need sumthing?
maybe i have 2 b selfish start 2day...
if u guys ask me question, my answer will be: " DUNNO"..
if u ask y, my answer will be :"coz i'm dumb n stupid"..
ppl out there get this in ur mind " i hate it when u keep asking me da same question" (can't u juz concentrate when i'm explaining? rite, so how do u feel when sum 1 keep repeating da same question, n ezpecting u 2 keep explaining? isn't tht annoying?)

honestly i wnna telll u this kinda long time..
i 've never felt that u were true 2 me!i realize u juz dun like it when i'm better than u!
FYI, i hate sharing my misrable story wit u coz i realize u only noe how 2 remind me continuously that i'm like a piece of shit (indirectly).
ask ur ownself, have u ever talk about my good side??
ask ur ownself, y m i mad at u?
dun ask me if it is u, it is u!


i only got 2 TRUE frens..
who will correct me when i'm wrong,
who will tell me properly n not gossip about me,
who will not backstab or either betray me.
who will not only be with me when they need help..

y is everyone keep talkking her bad n not bout her good ♥