to da person i left without saying a word.

i believe one day u will read this.


i left u bcoz i can't b like wad u wan. n i lied 2 u over n over again. wad i told u was all lies. dun trust me. dun wait for me. i dun worth ur time. u r good n i believe there is some one else who worth it. i'm sorry 4 wad i've done. i noe a single sorry can't make any dff. but i dunno wad 2 do.
:'(


i'm not a good girl.
i'm not like wad u thought.
i'm not good at all.
i'm a liar!
i'm a hypocrite!
i'm harsh!
i'm not polite!
i'm an idiotic person!
i'm stupid!
i'm dumb!
i'm bad!
i'm selfish!
i'm like a guy!
i'm not wad u think i am!


hate me please.

she dunno wad is she suppose 2 do ♥

A ruffled mind makes a restless pillow.

i cudn't sleep well last night. thinking wad shud i do?. running away from it doesn't help. i noe, some how i need 2 face it, now or next time. i still have to. wad shud i do? make both of them hate me, n 4gt about love? or shud i keep going? its not fair 4 both of them. wad shud i do? ppl told me that they dun understand me bcoz i've never let them to. have u tried understanding me? maybe when u ask me 2 tell u sumthing. i refuse to do so. its because i noe u well n i noe wad u wud say if u get 2 noe da story of my life. i admit that i have more haters than lovers because da way i behave n speech makes lots of them (almost each n every1) hate me, but y dun u both hate me to? i dun worth u guys' time. I'm simply useless!

to ppl out there. dun fall for me. i'm not worth it. hate me is better than loving me.!

wad is she suppose 2 do? ♥