Confession of a big fat liar ♥

i dunno wad 2 do now.
i'm confused!
i really dunnoe wad 2 do??
only way is 2 suicide.. shud i?
how can i sleep when there is something on my mind??
when thousands of questions appearing on my mind?
mistakes upon mistakes, lies upon lies.
wad m i suppose 2 do?
if i tell him da truth, he wud kill me 4 it, how cud i face him?
n i can't leave him like how i left him,
bcoz it will be so not fair 4 him.
i prefer being wit him than him bcoz he doesn't get ngry like how he does.
i prefer being wit him than him bcoz he cool me down when i'm angry.
i prefer being wit him than him bcoz he let me tease him as much as i wan.
i prefer being wit him than him bcoz he accept da way i am.
yet i still feel pity for him, y do u still love me. i lied 2 u again n again.
n y can't u juz find 4 sum1 better.?
i'm not worth both of u.
i'm so useless. why do u guys still like me??


A. suicide
B. be a lesbian
C. i dun have any choice.

save her! ♥

Marley & Me

i was so damn bored last night, so i decided to watch Marley & me, that i borrowed.

"Marley & Me" is a romantic drama.
After their wedding,
newspaper writers John and
Jennifer Grogan move to Florida.
In an attempt to stall
Jennifer's "biological clock",
John gives her a puppy.
While the puppy-Marley
grows into 100 pound dog,
he loses none of his
puppy energy or rambunctiousness.
Marley's antics give John
rich material for his newspaper column.
As the Grogans mature and
have children of their own,
Marley continues to
test everyone's patience
by acting like
the world's most
impulsive dog.

she feel so sad that da dog died :'( ♥

God! what did i do???
y did u made me in confusion?
maybe because i told him i'm bored.
he gave me sumthing 2 think about.
thank you God!
u r always great!

she said thank you God ♥

i'm so damn bored!!!
wad m i suppose 2 do..
give me sumthing 2 play.
i'm going kuku!
so damn fucking bored...
save me!
or i'm gna jump down da building!
arghhh!!!!

she miss her boo ♥

its getting late..
gtg...
will blog when m free..
-toddles-

her bed is waitng for her ♥

heaven started!
holidays plan..

1. dunno
2. depends
3. up 2 my mind
4. save me
5. i only know that m going on tuesday 9/6/09
(my bro's biday, but not going out wit him)
6. friday 12/6/09, might b going 2 jazz's pool..
7. da rest of da days will be studying lor.. wadelse..huhu!
8. pray 2 GOD everything goes rite..

she want's 2 spend her days with da one who cares n not da one who doesn't ♥

i'm back..
xm was okay i guess..
i've no idea wad 2 update about...

lets talk bout wad i did 2day:
1. woke up in the morning.
2. replied Puvan's msg (sowie wei, tertido).
3. replied Jazz's msg (sowie wei, was still sleeping).
4. wash up n took my b'fast..
5. msged Vicky
6. on da comp, 2 edit ma pic.. (will upload ltr yar)
7. went hospital 1 somthing.
8. came back at 5.
9. ate nasi goreng ayam.
10. took medic.
11. 4gt wad i did.
12. mandi.
13. took dinner.
14. on9
15 blogging & smsing David
16. DEPENDS...

waiting 4 someone 2 call now ♥