Wednesday, July 29, 2009

awesome..

As i looked up, i saw da smiling moon surrounded by twinkling stars. da night was still young so I decided 2 spend another hour blogging..

Went i was in school 2day, looking out from da window, I can c tat da trees r green n there r red roses too.. It feels great 2 b greeted by such a sweet scent, with a cool breeze caressing my skin. how i wish my everyday starts like this.. ain't it awesome? with him beside me, warming me up... when da wind blew, how i wish he was behind me hugging me 2 make sure i dun feel too cold.. sharing joy n sorrow wit him throught out this wonderfull morning.. it was merely my imagination.. hmmmm.. i missed u so badly where i actually said "vicky, i wan u 2 b right here now, with me!" it was so disheartening dat he did not turn out.. n i realize tat there is 1 pain i often feel which u will nvr know bcoz it is caused by da absence of u. i suffered in silent. as da sun glared at me mercilessly, i could not help but wonder how long i had 2 endure da pain inflicted by da disappearance of my baby.. for some reasons, i felt extraordinaryly cold...

.....n suddently da bell rang.. owh! how time flies.... so fast i had 2 go in 2 da damn class n wait 4 my tcher...





♥ she is still missing him :)

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

p.s. : i love u!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Renae! i miss u so much!...
i need a tight hug from u..








hug her as tight as u can ♥

I'm still alone






i'm trying my best 2 change..
i do wna change,
but i juz can't...
i'm so sorry...
i'm imperfect....
pls accept me da way i am......










she hate herself ♥